I wanted things you could never give me
royal you
Cruel World

Dinners at tables
Siblings, smiling,
Family movies,
and tuck-ins at ten.

Every desire not met
Like a battery draining
My light is dimming
i want too hard

Trying to communicate
But coming out foreign
If you could see through
my glass,
You’d know what I need

The quiet caresses
and duvets don’t fill me
Four walls of your heart
blood pumping in vain

Left hungry
Left searching
Up and Night Sky is winking

If I was taller and stronger
I’d reach out
and tear at the stars

Pull a hole in the galaxy

Show me what’s coming.
I know there is more.